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End Averse;

from iNNERMiSSiON by ThIIIrd Person

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End Averse;

I tried trying but it hurt so
I tried lying in the dirt
Vibing with the earth
(Low)
Went on a drive and missed the swerve,
Know I can’t try trying til it works
I’m violence averse

(Grow)
Now all I try to end is verses (versus)
Attend to purpose
Combine the lines to flip and burn
(Flow)
Life has been preserved
Lies have been unlearned
Grind has been returned
Skating over shame
Crisis in a vert
(Go)
Late to know I can’t
Hide the shit that hurts with
Vicodins and Percs
Novocaine
Silencing my nerves,
(No.)
I came to know my pain
Cried to give it birth (berth)
Like- a kid to nurse
Hold the baby GOAT,
Smile and whisper first:

“It’s ok. What you need?”

…now I’m the listener.
(Glow)
Get some space just to breathe
So I don’t miss a word
And someday I believe-
I’ll finally get unearthed
So when my thoughts have been a curse,
watch me end averse (;)

…

And when I can’t get over,
i try to dig deep
but the ground won’t move

I guess there’s no way around it
I won’t lay down
What I gotta go through yeah

And when the pain complains I make space for it
My brain can’t ignore it and stay sane
I need days and days to maintain
But they only hit one at a time
I’ll hit em one at a time…

It’s ok. What you need? (I’ll hit em one at a time)

i tried colliding but i rolled so
i tried to hide within my dome
dying/living slow
got up too high to hit the road
yo i gotta quit living like a ghost
i got a kid at home

now when i medicate it’s music
i’ll wait to use it
until i get through folding clothes
dishes in a row
swiffering the flo’
litter’s getting thrown
working through the guilt
mission critical

cuz i overstand
shit isn’t a joke
giving minimal
digging into holes
spending principal (spinning principle)
and when i’m holding back it’s
withering my soul
my rhythms been opposed
to grip the little woes
and rip and hit the growth

it’s ok that what i wanted was indefensible
but i cannot pretend i know and then defend it though
cause today i intend to sow the seeds of better works
I’ll try trying in the dirt
see me end averse

And when I can’t get over,
i try to dig deep
but the ground won’t move

I guess there’s no way around it
I won’t lay down
What I gotta go through yeah

And when the pain complains I make space for it
My brain can’t ignore it and stay sane
I need days and days to maintain
But they only hit one at a time
I’ll hit em one at a time…

It’s ok. What you need? (I’ll hit em one at a time)

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from iNNERMiSSiON, released March 16, 2023

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